I missed you...

It is said you don't know the value of something unless you lose it,
It was just a few hours since we parted, and I was already missing you!

You have been a part of me, every morning, every evening and every night...
Those melodic moments, those intellectual investigations, those stupid surreptitiousness...
I have learnt so much through you and with you...

We were never perfect,
At times when I showed frustration and anger to you, you showed remarkable patience and calm...
At times of my distress, you have shown neglect...
At times, you have been too heavy to handle...
At times, we failed to understant eachother completely...

But the bond is far deeper, without you - I am incomplete...
Even if we part forever - I will make sure you are in safe hands...

I missed you, my computer!

It is not what it seems...

Throwing unknown and unworthy epiphanies into chaos
Deep within lies a symbiosis between success and surrender
What made us reach our seraphic or lucifugal self?

Embroiled among explicit eloquence lies the subtlety of silence
When did we embark our euphoric and eccentric expedition?

Though thought makes thou thaw through time
Why were thee trifid to testify truth for tested torment?

Ensnared and ensiled within exasperating emptiness
How was he hewed to hive hideous hostility with himself?

Sanctum serenading in serene semblance to sacrilege
Plethora of possibilities to pivot plight from pillory to paradise

Throwing unknown and unworthy epiphanies into chaos!
As lucidity of living is laved, it is not what it seems!

Self Deprication - A Joke

In the innately eccentric embodiment of myslef, I was dreaming in delusion to distinguish my anguishing and languising self from the deploring dementia called life!

What is this viciferous, virulent and vile vicinity where the very core is a conundrum!

The analysis towards making any predicted pattern or parallel leading to predicament and paralysis!

The senseless sacrilage towards savagery seems synonymously absurd with the serene sailing to sanctity!

If I were to ever attain any understanding, I would have had to travel to the edge of sanity and embrace insanity! Or have I...!

Straight Lines of life

It was a quaint evening which propelled me to repudiate my sour legs and venture out for a run! It was a bright evening with burgeoning blossoms of spring... My playlist was caressing through my ears as was the cold breeze through my body as I started my steps through the serenity of the abandoned railway track off Duthie Park! The sunshine had indeed brought out many more enthusiasts outside... cyclists, runners, joggers, walkers all briskly bereaving their day’s boredom by drenching themselves in the sunshine...

I in solitude wandered witnessing and wondering the vagaries of the surroundings! There were men and women, big and small, fit and fat, all promenading the park with a pattern... with eyes straight and steps set strongly and regimentally forward! The all seemed to have a sermonous duty to fulfil... The fallacy of fitness or grumpiness of grownups was stopping them from looking at the surrounding serenity...

Amidst this there where a few kinder not more than 3 or 4 years young, they had this innate ability to notice and nurture nature! They were jumping in and out, here and there, no pattern to be observed, no rule to govern, nothing to ponder, nothing to worry... they were in the moment, in the place and in peace!

They could observe flowers flourishing with the onset of spring... birds chirping... sunlight scattered through the spider’s web... bees savouring the tender flowers... Greenery and glee glimmering! At least these where what I could see, I am sure those children in the cherubic charm saw much more than what I could see and admire!

Somewhere the abstractness of life is lost for the sake of straight lines of life!